Thursday, July 15, 2010

In just a month

Another Confession :

Life been super duper bz for cik biskut 4 the past 1 month. I was struggled to meet expectation from bosses and try to balance it out wf family. But 4 last month, life is a bit unbalance.

Started to think something that I never thought of before.
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I WANNA QUIT AND BE FULLTIME HOUSEWIFE

Am I ready for this? Is this a trend now? Am I influenced by this current trend? Am I going to get boring then? Is this gud for the family?

So many question in my mind. Some people told me :

"Don't worry, just do it. Rezeki ada dimana2. These 2 is the most precious things in life..."

I don't have the guts just yet to do it. It is my personal target at the moment. But I don't know when is the rite time.

Am start to think what I'll do if I quit the job :

1. Jadi Lecturer : kena buat master n maybe phd. Boleh sambung belaja kat oversea, ahhh cik biskut suka. Tapi sgup ke nak belaja balik. Hmmm.

2. Jadi ejen insurance : rasa macam berminat jugak. Inspired tgk kawan2 yg dh pakai bmer and merce.

3. Usahawan internet : jual apa2 jela online. Macam senang je tgk people do this thg now.

Setakat ni, 3 benda ni jela cik biskut berangan nak buat, if I decided to quit my current job. Tapi most of all sebenarnya, cik biskut nk jaga anak2, jaga hubby, nak masak sendiri all the time, prepare the good food for them.

Nowadays, I can see the relationship of both children n their mom (working mom) ada macam kureng sket la compare to fulltime housewife. That what scares me. Anak2 skarang tak macam dulu. U know what I mean.

But to quit pun its not easy. Life in KL is damn expensive. Everything cost $. What to do. Nak salahkan siapa?

But anyhow, just wait n see whether I can work my wish out. Ntah bila ye...

I WISH.



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