Planning for New Year Resolution

Hollla.... & Good morning to all...

Bersiaran dipagi hari... Hari ni cik biskut... Kelasssss. Masih lagi dalam mode cuti2 rumah and masih lagi dalam mode gumbira with the victory of our HARIMAU MALAYA...

Aaaauuuuummmm.

Macam harimau manja la auman tu.

~ I love u no. 22 abang golllie. Kecik2 cili padi tau~

Yessss... Last week cik biskut miss the match. So yesterday balas balik. All the pom-pom team is ready. Jgn x tau cik Rania pun pandai tgk bola ye. Sekali gol... Dia pun cakap goal sambil tepuk tangan.

Berbalik pada tajuk diatas. For the pass 1 week, cik biskut sibuk buat analysis and research on what would be my resolution for next year. I'm in my 3 series hokey, so what? Lama ok research cik biskut sampai tak tido2 malam. Yela, for me to setup goal for next year bukannya senang. It must be : SMART

S : Specific
M : Measurable
A : Attainable
R : Realistic
T : Timeliness

~pic googled~

Dah macam PPA la pulak. What ever it is, I need to be very discipline in achieving that. Jarang cik biskut set goal for new year, but once I determine to commit, I will. Cheeewah, cakap berapi. Takpe we look and see.

Cik biskut masih lagi merangka my new year resolution tu. Its not just wish okay. Ia lengkap dengan plan and timeline how to achieve it. Huhu. Tu yang lama tu. Once finalized and approved by en hubby, I will reveal my next year resolution.

And now cik biskut nak mandi and berkejar ke KLCC for ZARA sale! Since friday pun holiday dah plan baik nak heret hubby ke Macy sale nak carik baju untuk rumah baru.

Till then peepals!

Bersiaran dari atas meja makan mengadap nasi lemak kerang mak limah.

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Life After 30

Hahaha, my birthday dah lama dah lepas. Tapi entah kenapa this week I'm worried about the numbers. Hari tu masa birthday bukan main lagi cakap 30 is just a number, what's wrong with that. Skang baru plak nak risau2, kenapa ye?

But most of all I would like to thank Allah for all the rezeki and happiness that He has lend it to me. Syukur Alhamdulillah for all that.

There are 4 things linger in my mind at the moment and as a new resolution in 2011:

1. Wanna start a new investment. Its never to late to start invest ya. Bagi yang berkesedaran awal tu, baguslah!

2. Looking for supplement or any vitamins that is good for my skin. Cik biskut pun nak la anak cik biskut panggil mommy gorgeous.

3. Wanna find a good insurance for me and familia. Lagi umur meningkat lagi banyak premium nak kena bayar nanti. So start early.

4. Nak tuka wardrobe as my new year resolution. Boring dengan current style. I wanna look good and gorgeous, but still mengekalkan ciri2 wanita muslimah. Cheeeewaaahhhh!

Till then!

Bersiaran dari Legend Hotel depan student.
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Traffic Light & Pond Kasyfi

Nak cerita perihal en Raziq yang dah semakin bijak. Dah besar anak mommy sorang ni. Dia selalu cakap dekat cik biskut

"Mommy, abang dah tinggi lah mommy".

Everytime cik biskut balik kerja. Mesti repeat those phrase. So cik biskut pun iyakan saja lah. Dah penat balik kerja kan. Shian anak mommy.

Selalu cerita-ceriti dengan cik hubby pasal kids. Sometimes ada yang mencuit hati dan boleh buat orang gelak tak hengat. So, cik biskut nak record kan disini supaya bila anak2 cik biskut dah besar, diorang boleh baca. Mommy love you so much angels.

1. P.O.N.D

Last week, cik biskut pulang ke kampung halaman en hubby kat senai johor. So, on the way back, singgah sekejap kat pasaraya Jotah (kedai apek yang sangat terkenal di Senai... Kata en hubby). So, he went inside together with en hubby while me sitting in the car with cik bambam. Baru lepas hujan so banyak la lecak kat kedai tu. Knowing en kasyfi, dia memang suka main air. When they got back into the car, en hubby told me something.

Hubby : Tadi ada lecak depan kasyfi. So he stop. Tau apa dia cakap?
Kasyfi : Ayah! Jangan pijak POND.

Tergelak cik biskut dengar. OMG, where does he got the idea.

2. T.R.A.F.F.I.C L.I.G.H.T

Pagi tadi borak2 dengan en hubby. He said something about Kasyfi's idea on traffic light. Since small, cik biskut selalu train dia how to read the traffic light color.

RED means STOP
GREEN means GO

We never tought him on the yellow sign . So he had this conversation with en hubby in the car.

Hubby : Red - stop, Green - go.
Kasyfi : Ayah, yellow apa?
Hubby : Yellow is ready to stop.
Kasyfi : Salah la. Yellow - bawak laju2

Hubby : You know why, he said that? Because he observed, everytime at the traffic light when yellow sign , I will speed.
cB : Ooooo yeke. So clever of him. So, sapa salah?
Hubby : ?????

Well, kids say the darndest things kan. So cuttttteeeeeee kan. It comes from their cute little heart dengan tulus ikhlas. Mommy love both of you so much sayang.

Till then.
Bersiaran dari LRT Putra Gombak while waiting for en hubby to fetch me.

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Salam Maal Hijrah

MAAL HIJRAH

Satu Muharam Detik Permulaan

Perkiraan Tahun Islam Hijrah

Perpindahan Nabi Dan Umat Islam

Dari Kota Mekah Ke Kota Madinah
Atas Keyakinan Dan Iman Yang Teguh

Kaum Muhajirin Dan Ansar Bersatu

Rela Berkorban Harta Dan Nyawa

Demi Menegakkan Islam Tercinta

c/o
Hijrah Itu Pengorbanan

Hijrah Itu Perjuangan

Hijrah Itu Persaudaraan

Hijrah Membentuk Perpaduan

Oleh Itu Mari Semua

Kita Sambut Maal Hijrah

Tingkatkan Semangat Tegakkan Syiar Islam

Untuk Sepanjang Zaman

Untuk Sepanjang Zaman

clap clap clap

Teringat sedetik masa cik biskut zaman muda2 dulu. Zaman kegemilangan menyanyi. Ahaks... kalau ada pertandingan menyanyi ke nasyid ke sure muka cik biskut je yang masuk. Ala2 gila glemer gitu. Hahahaha. So, itu adalah termasuk pertandingan nasyid sempena Maal Hijrah yang sentiasa ada setiap tahun.

So sempena tahun baru ni mestila ada semangat baru, azam baru. Jauh disudut hati, ada juga niat teringin nak menziarah Tanah Suci Mekah. Tapi memandangkan anak2 masih kecik. So terpaksa la tangguh kan dulu plan tersebut.

Semoga tahun ini akan menjadi lebih bermakna dan lebih baik dari tahun sebelumnya. Sentiasa lah cuba untuk memperbaiki kelemahan diri.

Ceria2 selalu!

Honeymoon Weekend & Italiannies

Buongiorno

This weekend is honeymoon weekend kata en hubby (cik biskut every weekend honeymoon). The reason being... He just finished his exam and will have another battle a week after. Shiaaannn en hubby...

So, last saturday we went to Mid Valley for groceries shopping. Punya la ramai orang, banyak pulak preggers sbb ada baby fair kat MVCC. Niat di hati memang la saja nak menggatal nak pegi window2 shopping kat baby fair tu walaupun takde benda nak dibeli. But knowing en hubby, ditambah plak ngan en raziq and cik rania, ala2 lupakan jela niat tulus ikhlas tu.

And for lunch ths time is my pick. Guess where????????
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ITALIANNIES

Ingat lagi tak entry cik biskut last week, pasal ITALY. Yessssssssssssssssss....

Mission Accomplished.

We have our lunch there. Cik biskut tak pernah pun dine in there. So far cuma take away the marvelous Margarita Pizza. Memang sedap hokey. Ala2 pizza dia sama standard kalau makan kat Italy la.

First time dine in there, I was very satisfied with the service. En raziq and cik rania pun enjoy the food very much. To me if the kids enjoy the food, so its worth every penny la kan. Dan seperti biasa, en hubby terpaksa jadi pak sanggup to finish all the food left (tapi tak gemok2 gak... Tensen aku)

Selesai sessi makan2 then, the waiter asked to clean-up the table. So he offered us.

W : kak nak desert tak?
cB : takpe lah dik dah kenyang.
W : takpe kak its free, cakap ada birthday celebration.
cB : mmmmm.... (Lama jgak nk pk ok)okay la. (Since cik rania suka makan desert)

Then, few minutes later, there come few people with the bread pudding and on top of it ada candle. Ohhhh... Thank you 2x. Then, cik biskut pelik. Kenapa all of them still there. I received my puding already. Agak lama jugak dia tunggu. Suddenly realized.......

Dush!

Ok. Let's sing birthday song for Rania. (Walaupun birthday rania dah 3 weeks berlalu, but still on the same month. So belasah jela)

Malunya cik biskut. Agak lambat pickup kenapala diorang tanak bla after deliver the birthday puding. Hahaha. But anyhow, its worth it. Kids eat for free ok. Best kan. So, ada harapan boleh pegi lagi next time.

Enjoy the food, bebeh!

Ciow ciow!

Budak no 3 ni mamat air pancut ok. Suka sangat tengok any fountain.

Tempat favourite en Raziq, everytime datang MidVal sure singgah sini kejap.

En Raziq depan Italiannies.

Yummmeehhhh.... gian dah lama tak dapat donut. Tak dapat J-Co, Big Apple pun jadila.


My dearest son.... Raziq Kasyfi

Start with Appetizer & its free.

Kids meal free as well.

Nama dia sangat susah nak sebut. Tapi Pasta Oleo la.

My all time favourite Classic Pizza. Tapi Margarita Pizza lagi sedap kot.

Skang abang suka sangat angkat adik.

Abang & adik. Bukan senang nak dapat pose ni ye.

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Kasyfi & Futsal

Routine en hubby every week adalah main futsal with his friend. Some of them I knew from uni.

Last 2 week en raziq cakap:

"Abang nak main futsal..."

Okay lah. Dengan muka tak ikhlas, terpaksalah cik biskut and my cute little handbag (cik rania... yg berkepit 24 jam) temankan en raziq ikut ayah main futsal. Bergondong-gandang la cik biskut kesana dengan cik quinny nya, bekal air nya, biscuit nya (kalau boring boleh makan), baju bebudak (lepas main sure berpeluh tak ingat then kena tuka baju), bekal susu en raziq (syarat before tido), towel nak lap2 peluh, dan macam2 lagi. Dah macam pegi picnic dah cik biskut rasa.

Nasib baik pom-pom girl mommy tak buat hal. Kalau cik rania buat hal, tang tang tu jugak cik biskut jerit kat en hubby kuar gelanggang ajak balik.

En raziq ni, kalau cakap pasal futsal je, terus sihat. Padahal satu hari tak tido tau. On the way dalam kereta biasanya dia akan tido, and kalau dah tido memang tido mati ok, sama macam ayah. Tapi bila kejut cakap dah sampai, terus segar bugar mata dia.

Kalau ikut hati tu memangla malas nak ikut pegi futsal, tapi sebab umpan buat kat 1 Utama, so ala2 terpaksa say yes, sebab boleh shopping. Window shopping pun jadila kan (dasar perempuan).

So disebabkan semalam futsal agak lewat, so kiddos pun macam ala2 tanak tido, sampai pkl 1pg, so bangun lambat la pagi tadi. So cik biskut salahkan en hubby for that ya.

But anyhow, happy tengok en raziq suka main futsal. Dia suka gila hokey. Mommy pun suka sbb dapat window shopping.

Pen-off.


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ITALY

Again this time cik biskut bersiaran dr dalam train LRT.

Walau pun cik biskut dah 2 kali pergi Rome, tapi belum pernah sekali pun cik biskut berjalan2 di bandar Rome and melawat the famous Colloseum. Betapa teruknya cik biskut kan.

Eventhough dah dua kali pegi sana, cik biskut cuma pegi 2 tempat je Spagna and Florence or in italian language we call "SPANIA and FIRENZE". Itu pun untuk shopping handbag.

Tapi lately ni cik biskut asyikla terbayang2 italy after watching travel chanel and movie Eat, Pray, Love. Rasa macam bes je Italy ni.

My personal opinion on Italy :

1. Pasta n pizza... Adalah sangat marvellous kat sana. Tapi tak leh nak makan semua hanya makan Margarita pizza je. Yg lain x halal. Tengok jela telan air liur.

2. Cik biskut amat la suka dengar orang Italian cakap. Sedap sangat bahasa dia and lagu2 dia. Kat sana jangan tak percaya cik biskut tengok drama dia walaupun tak paham. Depa susah nak carik orang yang pandai speaking english ye. So ala2 kekadang belasah je bahasa melayu, kutuk pun bahasa melayu. Macam ayam cakap ngan itik.

3. Nak cakap point ke tiga kena mintak mahap dulu ngan en hubby. I lap u tau. Jejaka2 italy adalah memang sangat hensem and charming ok. Dah la bhs and cara cakap pun bes, so ala2 cik biskut ternganga jap kalau depa cakap. Lagi2 yang jaga pintu kedai LV and GUCCI tu. Oooohhhhh teringat2 tau.

4. Terlalu banyak pick pocket dalam train. So u have to becareful. Daripada 10 orang yang cik biskut tanya almost 80% pernah kena copet dalam train. Alhamdulillah masa cik biskut pegi selamat.

5. Public transport di rome adalah sangat tak user friendly. At least malaysia better la jugak. Ini signboard pun tadok. Kalau ala2 gaya nak bawak family tu, buat la survey and printout siap2 from internet sebab nothing free here.

6. Banyak designer handbag come from Italy. So I guess you can get Italian designer handbag cheper here kot. Contohnya macam Salvatore Ferragammo and Gucci tu dulu kampung sebelah sebelah. Ini kawan cik biskut cakap.

7. Kalau nak mintak chilli sos kat McD kena bayar ye. Bukan free macam kat Malaysia. Ini yang cik biskut hangin skali. Sebab cik biskut suka makan banyak sos. Takleh hidup tanpa sos kalau makan McD.

So far ini ajelah yang cik biskut teringat at the momment. Point2 ni datang dari hati yang tulus ikhlas dan tidak bias ok.

Dan dengan ini cik biskut nak bagi tau, disebabkan cik biskut dah kemaruk italian food so this weekend I decided to go for ITALIANNIES. Pizza dia boleh buat cik biskut terliur seminggu Ok.

Itu saja untuk petang ini.

Caw caw muahs.
(Teringat dekat maid apartment cik biskut)

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Rania Oh Rania

Handling cik Rania since she was a baby was a bit challenge to cik biskut. Yela, last time with en Raziq is totally different. Raziq independent, tak fussy, tak kisah dengan semua orang. But this lady, I tell you, semua ada. Very clingy, tak nak dengan orang, nak berkepit 24 jam, samapai cik biskut tak boleh nak buat apa dah. Kalau lah ada kangaroo pouch kat perut ni, dah lama dah masukkan dalam tu.

Especially kalau pergi rumah orang, even rumah nenek pun. Lagi la menjadi2 si cik Rania ni. Kalau kat rumah sendiri, okay lagi, boleh la dia main toy sendiri ke apa ke. Kalau kat tempat lain jangan harap. Tapi kalau bawak pegi shopping complex ke, she can behave very well in the Quinny.

There was one time, cik biskut terpaksa hantar en hubby for meeting from kampung. Sementara tunggu en hubby meeting, cik biskut bawak la kenit2 ni ke IKEA sebab dh dekat dah pun. Start cik biskut pegang je steering kereta tu, dia dah start dah menangis. Cik biskut ingat nak train dia biar dia biasa dalam car seat kalau papehal cik biskut kena drive senang nanti.

Dah 30 minit dia tak berenti2 menangis. Jalan nk masuk IKEA ni pulak jem nak mampus... (Tula padan muka, sapa soh menggatai nak pegi time2 wiken ni). Cik biskut dah geram, sampai je depan parking IKEA cik biskut ambik dia and pegang kat driver car seat. Memang la bahaya, tapi cik biskut dah panic, tak tau nak buat camana lagi. Nak parking kat IKEA tu pun satu hal. Nasib baik la ada bangla parking ni sorang kesian tengok cik biskut drive pegang anak yang melalak2 ni, so he direct me to the available parking, alhamdulillah (thanx abang bangla, jasa mu dikenang). Serik cik biskut nak bawak dia naik kete sorang2 lagi.

Ada orang cakap kalau kecik2 dia macam tu, susahkan mommy dia, nanti dah besar senang. Jadi baik and selalu tolong mommy dia. InsyaAllah aminnnnn.

But anyhow, mommy still love both of you. Semoga menjadi anak yang soleh & solehah.

Wanna wish happy belated birthday as well to my Rania. She turn 1 oledi. Don't be naughty2 ya. Mommy wish you all the best in life, diberkati, dimurahkan rezeki dan dilindungi dari segala kejahatan. Amin.
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E.N.G.A.G.E.M.E.N.T M.A.K.L.A.N.G

Rasa nak menulis plak di petang2 hari ni, in the train, with my BB... (Rasa mcm nk tukar iPhone 4 je,m tp umur BB x sampai setahun pun lg, so xde reason nk justify utk beli IP4 selain... Mengada2)

Cik biskut nak ucap congrats kak mak lang coz last 2 weeks is her engagement with uncle subhi, plus kenduri doa selamat sikit. Tambah lagi celebrate birthday nenek and Rania. Nenek belanja kek. Alhamdulillah semua berjalan lancar.

Dan seperti biasa cik biskut jadi bidan terjun lagi untuk buat hantaran. And as usual favourite cik biskut is using fresh flower. Biar la apa org nak cakap... Cepat layu la, tak bleh simpan la... Tapi yang penting, fresh flower ada kelas yg tersendiri and senang nak buat and cheap. I like!

Total all together is 17 nos of hantaran hokey! Ummmmaaaagggaihh memang banyak. Alhamdulillah manage to finish it sampai pukul 12 tgh mlm hokey. Tak mandi cik biskut 1 hari. Sebenarnya bukan lama sangat nak buat, alahai anak dara cik biskut meragam asyik berkepit 24 jam. Kalau lah ada pocket kangaroo dah lama sumbat masuk dalam tu.

Semoga berkekalan hingga ke jinjang pelamin dan beranak cucu, amin.
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Work Stress

Nampaknya blog cik biskut ni dah jadi tempat cik biskut mengadu domba. Takpe la, sekurang2 nya ada la tempat cik biskut nak meluahkan segala isi hati perasaan cik biskut kan selain en hubby.

Tak baik simpan2 tau. Tau2 nanti heart attack. Sapa nak jawab tu. Kita kerja cari makan, bukan cari penyakit, betul tak.

I always love my job from day 1 lagi. Cik biskut tak pernah menyesal starting my career as cost estimator eventhough its challenging (gaji kat luar puluh ribu tau... Kat msia je ciput). Thanx to all my guru :

1. Brian Balsdon
2. Kak Zihan
3. Darren Ward

Yang telah sabar mengajar cik biskut sampai la jadi macam ni.

Work is always fun for me. But yang paling tak besnya for cik biskut is handling people. This people yang sebenarnya membuatkan stress di kepala otak cik biskut ni. Macam2 peel ada. Dari la yang top management sampai la ke anak2 ikan pun nak buatkan cik biskut stress.

Cik biskut hanya mencari rezeki yang halal di bumi Allah dan cik biskut tak malu untuk cakap yang "I've done my very best on each task given to me..."
Percayalah setiap perkara yang kita lakukan ikhlas Lillahitaala, pasti dibalas Nya. I always believe.

Sekian saja utk post kali ni.
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Iron Lady Boss

As u all know that cik biskut work in Oil n Gas industry with man all over. Timely it is now change, can see so many beautiful n gorgeous ladies is here in this industry (but not in UAE).

I can remember the time when I was in Miri, Sarawak for 2 years for project colaboration with Shell, I was the only lady surrounded by men. I was a bit scared at first, being me an ex-sekolah agama person in this kinda situation. So awkward. But life must go on, I need to blend with them in order to be accepted.

Being a new engineer, everythg tak tau. Asyik kena marah je dgn snr engineer.

"Ini pun tak tau...."

Perrrkkkhhh masih terngiang2 di telinga. Boleh berdarah telinga. Hahaha. Mula2 mcm nk nangis la jugak, but in order to learn u have to accept all that as a challenge.

And now here I am, surviving and lot more ladies coming to the industry.

Since day 1 in this industry and during the interview, there is this lady which is my boss until now. She is so serious and known as iron lady in my company. She will definitely get whatever she want eventhough have to fight with whoever that gonna stop her. She will always win in any battle of discussion.

Sometime, I wonder why she is like that, but with that bring her up to her level now.

Well, that's my lady boss.


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TAXI

Mode : Lepas geram

Apa nak jadi la taxi malaysia ni. Suka mengambil kesempatan terhadap pengguna. Harga makin lama makin naik, service ada makin naik?

Dipagi rabu yang indah, mood pun baik hari ni, cik biskut ada meeting di KLCC. Disebabkan meeting cik biskut lambat sket, so I decide just to take cab from home. Biasanya en hubby yang akan hantar cik biskut. So call la en taxi ni :

cB : Hello, boleh hantar taxi ke taman melawati.
Tx : Apa alamat?
cB : alamat xxxxxx
Tx : tapi ada extra charge RM5 ye.
cB : Eh, kenapa mahal sangat, biasa RM1 je, knp sampai RM5
Tx : Mana ada, ni mmg std charge (mcm la aku x pnah naik taxi sebelum ni)
cB : Ni kena buat report pd persatuan penggina ni, charge nya melampau sgt.
Tx : Nak report2 la. @+-)';#*:x

Ada ke patut taxi driver ni. Spoil mood baik cik biskut pepagi buta ni. Geram sangat dgn sikap taxi driver malaysia ni. Cik biskut bukannya berkira sangat, selalu la jugak bg extra tips to the driver tapi yang ni belum apa2 lagi dh menyirap darah cik biskut. Kalau cik biskut yg kena takpe, kalau org lain yg miskin, yg mmg x mampu, macam mana? Sedih la....

Cik biskut pernah 2 bulan di Jakarta, and there is one taxi service yg agak premium named BLUE BIRD. Service mmg superb, tapi harga agak tinggi sket compare to average taxi, itu pun cuma 2000 Rp je beza. Kualiti taxi pun bagus. Kalau service mcm ni, bayar lebih pun cik biskut tak kisah. If Jakarta can do it, why can't us?

Benda2 macam ni la yang kadang2 buat cik biskut rasa nak try new environment, or in simple word migrate. Tapi bukan bermakna cik biskut tak suka Malaysia. Tpt jatuh lagi kan dikenang (betul ke peribahasa cik biskut ni...). Cuma kekadang bila kat tpt org kita banyak belajar budaya org lain, yang baik aje tau. Tapi bukan semua nya baik pun. So pandai2 la filter sendiri.

Anyway, ini saja luahan hati cik biskut hari ni. Hope for better Malaysia in future.

Be POSITIVE.
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Weird Dream

Cik Biskut pelik....

Dah 2-3 hari mimpi orang pelik2...

1. SHAHIR AF

Cik Biskut bukan minat pun kat Shahir ni. Setakat tengok gitu2 saje dalam AF. Pastu 2 hari lepas Cik Biskut mimpi was forced married to him (Cik Biskut tanak kawen, sebab cik biskut dah kawen.... bengong betul mimpi ni). Tapi he seems so nice to me. Lepas tu terus minat Shahir. Hehehehe.

2. Darren Ward

Yang ni "tok guru" cik biskut masa kat UK dulu. Dah lama tak jumpa, cuma beremel-emelan saja. Mimpi kena interview dengan dia untuk naik gred in sooooo informal punya interview. He is very nice person, and I was lucky to have him as one of my "tok guru".

3. David Beckham

Cik Biskut bukan minat pun kat si David ni... ala2 time masa bebudak dulu je. He came to Malaysia and play football in front of me. Of all other girls he seems attracted to me and asked me for a date. Crazy dream!!! When I woke up in the morning, the smile is still there.

Home Renovation

Tetiba ada mood nak update pasal my house reno.

Ala…. Bukannya major reno pun, biasa2 aje.
Tapi bila tengok rumah tu kena hack pecah sana sini…. Uuuhhh mak aiiihhh cik biskut rasa nak meletop jantung tengok. Yela bayangkan rumah yang baru je siap tetiba berlubang sana sini, wayar terkeluar sana sini. Kesian dia. Yela, rumah adalah big investment okay. Bukan sikit2 duit yang keluar nak buat rumah ni.

Maka saksikanlah rumah cik biskut dari lensa BB ku yang tak berapa nak terang ni…..

Haaa itu dia.... segala barang semua dah bawak masuk... dinding kat belakan pun dah pecah....

Pintu belakang dah hilang. Batu bata dah naik untuk wet kitchen...

Nak start plaster ceiling.... lepas kena marah baru nak letak lapik... habis tile tu... bercorak-corak dinding kat belakang tu... wayar terkeluar sana sini

yeeeyyyyy plaster ceiling dah siap... nampak tomeeei sikit.... tapi keadaannya berhabuk2...

Dah tommmeeiiii lagi sikit... dah ada rupa rumah la jugak dengan kehadiran lampu...

Concrete top dah pasang, glass tiles pun nak siap... grill pun dah ada.... tapi salah teknik la grill ni

almost comei tapi tak comei betul lagi... wayar2 terjuntai2.... cik biskut pasang wayar cctv skali... skang guarded facility pun belum tentu menjamin keselamatan... walaupun dah ada alarm sekeliling...

Grill simple idaman cik biskut... nak WI mahal bebenor, takpelah....

So next is kitchen cabinet, lighting, sliding door wet kitchen, awning kat luar....

After that siaaaappppppp!!!!!

Tapi bila nak pindah nya

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En Hubby tak bagi any green light pun....

Soooooo tungguuuuu update seterusnya!!!!!!

Life is about choice...

You have two choices

Jerry is the manager of a restaurant. He is always in a good mood.
When someone would ask him how he was doing, he would always reply:
"If I were any better, I would be twins!"

Many of the waiters at his restaurant quit their jobs when he changed jobs,

So they could follow him around from restaurant to restaurant

Why？

Because Jerry was a natural motivator.

If an employee was having a bad day, Jerry was always there, telling him how to look on the positive side of the situation.

Seeing this style really made me curious, so one day I went up to Jerry and asked him：
"I don't get it! No one can be a positive person all of the time. How do you do it?"

Jerry replied, "Each morning I wake up and say to myself, I have two choices today. I can choose to be in a good mood or I can choose to be in a bad mood.
I always choose to be in a good mood. Each time something bad happens, I can choose to be victim or I can choose to learn from it. I always choose to learn from it.
Every time someone comes to me complaining, I can choose to accept their complaining or I can point out the positive side of life. I always choose the positive side of life."

"But it's not always that easy,” I protested.

"Yes it is," Jerry said.

"Life is all about choices. When you cut away all the junk every situation is a choice.
You choose how you react to situations.
You choose how people will affect your mood.
You choose to be in a good mood or bad mood.
It's your choice how you live your life."

Several years later, I heard that Jerry accidentally did something you are never supposed to do in the restaurant business. He left the back door of his restaurant open.

And then in the morning, he was robbed by three armed men.
While Jerry trying to open the safe box, his hand, shaking from nervousness, slipped off the combination. The robbers panicked and shot him.

Luckily, Jerry was found quickly and rushed to the hospital.

After 18 hours of surgery and weeks of intensive care, Jerry was released from the hospital with fragments of the bullets still in his body.…

I saw Jerry about six months after the accident.

When I asked him how he was, he replied, "If I were any better, I'd be twins. Want to see my scars?"

I declined to see his wounds, but did ask him what had gone through his mind as the robbery took place.

"The first thing that went through my mind was that I should have locked the back door," Jerry replied.
"Then, after they shot me, as I lay on the floor, I remembered that I had two choices: I could choose to live or could choose to die. I chose to live."

Jerry continued, "The paramedics were great. They kept telling me I was going to be fine.
But when they wheeled me into the Emergency Room and I saw the expression on the faces of the doctors and nurses, I got really scared.

In their eyes, I read
‘He's a dead man’.

I knew I needed to take action."
"What did you do?" I asked.

"Well, there was a big nurse shouting questions at me," said Jerry. "She asked if I was allergic to anything."

'Yes,' to bullets, I replied.

Over their laughter, I told them: “I am choosing to live. Please operate on me as if I am alive, not dead.”

"Jerry lived thanks to the skill of his doctors, but also because of his amazing attitude.

I learned from him that every day you have the choice to either enjoy your life or to hate it.
The only thing that is truly yours - that no one can control or take from you – is your attitude.

UPDATE

Salam Ramadhan semua...

Cik biskut lama x update blog. Dalam hati ada bnyk nk share. Tak menyempat2. Mari kita lihat :

1. Kerja yg bertimbun kat off and asyik nk kejar dateline *sigh* (tak pnah hbs kerja aku ni... Tak kasi can org nk melepak skit pun...)
2. Penat. Dalam bulan Ramadhan ni kena bgn awal tuk sahur. Balik dh berkejar nak masak... ( Cik Biskut punya aim nk msk sendiri dlm bulan Ramadhan... Klasss - sbb dh 8 bulan x msk dapur)
3. Sebok dgn renovation rumah.. Kejap call org tu, kjap call org ni, kjap lampu x cukup, mcm2... Horror ok tgk umah reno.
4. Supermommy. What ever it is I think almost all mother is supermommy kan. So u know la what I mean. Melayan kerenah si kenit2 tu... Kejap nk mkn, kejap nk tuuuuuut, aksi kejar mengejar waktu mandi...
5. Persiapan raya yg x prnh siap... Arrrgggghhhh tak ready nk raya tahun ni...
6. Dan bnyk lagi alasan2 lain yg kalau list kan tahun depan baru habis...

So... Kalau cik biskut x sempat nk update blog after this, dikesempatan ini cik biskut nak mengucapkan...

SELAMAT HARI RAYA, MAAF ZAHIR BATIN

Kalau ada salah silap, bahasa cik biskut yang kekadang ada yang terasa, ampun maaf dipinta.

Till then.
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Cinta Beralih Arah

Walaupun cerita ni dah basi… tapi cik biskut nak tulis jugak.

Last month memang mencabar iman cik biskut sebab terpaksa over stay kat office sampai pukul 11 almost 1 week. Tapi dengan itu juga, cik biskut menghantar anak2 cik biskut + maid ke kampong (the reason being tanak anak2 melepap 24 hrs ngan maid…. Siannnn kan…. mommy kerja…. ayah study…). So its better for them stay kat kampong with atuk and nenek.

So ada can nak tengok eclipse with en hubby. Wink! Wink!

(yeee...... Bella missing)

~pic googled~

Sebab tanak bawak kasyfi. Everytime ada kis-kis punya scene terpaksa tutup mata dia.

Cik Biskut memang die-hard fan TWILIGHT. Kalau dalam flight yang berjam2 tu, cik biskut mesti ulang2 punya sampai habis walaupun tido. Dapat tengok muka Edward pun jadila (Awwww…. Memang gediks)

Nak dijadikan cerita cik biskut pun ajak la en hubby tengok. Boleh dia tanak tengok. Gerammmmnya cik biskut. Mari kita listkan possible reason naper en hubby tanak tengok TWILIGHT :

1. Jelessss kot… sebab lepas habis tgk sure cik biskut terawang-awangan teringat kat Edward ku.
2. Memang malas nk tgk sebab dia nak undergo exam (what the hell…. Its TWILIGHT baby)
3. Tak paham kenapa orang suka kat TWILIGHT so… ala2 macam bagus tak tengok (perlu keee?)

Tapi walau apa pun, cik biskut manage jugak ajak en hubby tengok…..

"HOYEH HOYEH HOYEH HOYEH HOYEH HOYEH "

AND…………………. GUESS WHAT HAPPENED??????

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I LOVE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Walaupun cik biskut teramatlah sukanya dekat my EDWARD, tetapi sedikit sebanyak cinta beralih arah kepada JACOB…..

(Aaaawwwww….. hot okay, I mean he is hot, hot as he is hot, and he really “HOT”)

Oooooohhhhh tidak, what happen to me.

JACOB @ EDWARD

Top scene yang cik biskut paling suka :
1. Scene Bella naik motor ngan Jacob, and ala2 Jacob tersengeh2 sebab dpt bawak lari Bella from Edward
2. Scene dalam tent, masa man-to-man talk, Edward and Jacob (Bessnya kalau jadi Bella…. gediks)
3. Scene bunga2 edward and bella…. (Naper kat Malaysia takder tempat2 cam tu. )
4. Masa Jacob angkat Bella pergi hutan…. (that abs is killing me softly….. aaawww)

Walau apa pun, en hubby u are the best the way u are. Lagi bes dari my Edward and Jacob.

Luv u,

Muaaahhhhs Muaaahhhhs Muaaahhhhs

Bidan Terjun

Last week, cik biskut berkesempatan pergi ke majlis pertunangan cuzzi cik biskut. Lama dah tak jumpa cuzzi2 cik biskut yang comei lotei and yang dah beranak pinak tu. Feel so happy.

Tapi yang cik biskut tak sangkanya, cik biskut telah dipaksa (boleh kepakai word ni... belasah sajala kan) untuk menjadi bidan terjun.

Isk Isk Isk...... Buat APA????????

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CIK BISKUT KENA JADI MAK ANDAM ( Boleh.......)

Ye tolong conteng muka anak orang.

Alahai....... ngerinya cik biskut. Bukan apa, cik biskut bukannya pandai sangat make-up, setakat conteng sesikit untuk diri sendiri tu boleh la kan. Kalau conteng muka anak orang ni alamak.....

So.... nak dijadikan cerita.... cik biskut pun belasah jela pakai apa yang ada depan mata, sendiri punya tools tak bawak plak.... Masa tu, rasa nak lari je balik umah lepas make-up (sebab takut orang kata tak lawa....... TIDAAAAKKKKK!!!!!). Kalau lawa,.... boleh la stay lama sket.... hehehe

But, in the end alhamdulillah everything looks okay la.... takde la vogue the vazzzz sangat kan. Ala2 ikut style cik biskut suka yang natural2 gitu.... aaaauuuuuwwww ( sila sepak....)

Masa first time tengok dia sarung cincin tu ala2 macam terpaku la gaks kan.... betul ke aku yang makeup ni.... (dalam hati, ada orang touchup koooottt). Bila tanya2 mana ada orang lain touch-up.... uiiihhh.... kembang semangkuk jap.... ada bakat gaks ye.... (sila jolok tekak memasing)

Begitu la cerita wiken cik biskut....

Cik biskut ni... memang malas sket nak snap2 ni.... yela... dok mengangkut si tembam cik biskut tu.... ala2 pejam mata jela... tudung herot merot pun dah tak perasan dah.... haha...

So... terimalah few pic from lensa BB cik biskut enjoy.....

Ni hantarannya.... mak datuk banyak betul.... tak cukup dulangnya...

Ni la WEEEE nya..... haa.... klasss... tersipu malu gitu....

Inilah hasil tangan cik biskut..... biasa je.... tak nampak apa pun....

Sawang

Lamanya cik biskut tak update blog. Dah bersawang dah pun ha.... isk isk isk

Bukan apa... cik biskut teringin sangat nak update blog, tapiiiiiiiiii..... berikut adalah calon2 reasonnya :

1. Kerja yang melambak kat opis (bukan propa ok.....)

2. Takde mood

3. Sebok ngan house renovation

4. Boss asik tengok je kat opis ( tak kasi can langsung...)

Ada banyak entry yang cik biskut nak tulis walaupun dah basi. Meh kita listkan :

1. Gold Coast Trip

2. House Renovation

3. Jana's (bukan nama sebenar.... boleh???) Engagement Day

4. Tak lain dan tak bukan buah hati pengarang jantung pisang cik biskut, en raziq and cik rania

Takpe kita buat sikit2 okay.... Wish me luck!!

In just a month

Another Confession :

Life been super duper bz for cik biskut 4 the past 1 month. I was struggled to meet expectation from bosses and try to balance it out wf family. But 4 last month, life is a bit unbalance.

Started to think something that I never thought of before.
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I WANNA QUIT AND BE FULLTIME HOUSEWIFE

Am I ready for this? Is this a trend now? Am I influenced by this current trend? Am I going to get boring then? Is this gud for the family?

So many question in my mind. Some people told me :

"Don't worry, just do it. Rezeki ada dimana2. These 2 is the most precious things in life..."

I don't have the guts just yet to do it. It is my personal target at the moment. But I don't know when is the rite time.

Am start to think what I'll do if I quit the job :

1. Jadi Lecturer : kena buat master n maybe phd. Boleh sambung belaja kat oversea, ahhh cik biskut suka. Tapi sgup ke nak belaja balik. Hmmm.

2. Jadi ejen insurance : rasa macam berminat jugak. Inspired tgk kawan2 yg dh pakai bmer and merce.

3. Usahawan internet : jual apa2 jela online. Macam senang je tgk people do this thg now.

Setakat ni, 3 benda ni jela cik biskut berangan nak buat, if I decided to quit my current job. Tapi most of all sebenarnya, cik biskut nk jaga anak2, jaga hubby, nak masak sendiri all the time, prepare the good food for them.

Nowadays, I can see the relationship of both children n their mom (working mom) ada macam kureng sket la compare to fulltime housewife. That what scares me. Anak2 skarang tak macam dulu. U know what I mean.

But to quit pun its not easy. Life in KL is damn expensive. Everything cost $. What to do. Nak salahkan siapa?

But anyhow, just wait n see whether I can work my wish out. Ntah bila ye...

I WISH.



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Barber In The House

En Raziq dah lama tak pegi sekolah.

Sebab cik biskut outstation, so En Raziq + Cik Rania + Bibik terpaksa berangkut balik kampung.

So..... setelah lama bercuti.....

Rambut En Raziq sudah panjang.

So cik biskut bertanya kepada En Raziq :

Mommy : Abang, jom pegi potong rambut kat kedai. Macam last time kedai yang ada motor tu...

En Raziq : Abang tak nak... Abang tak nak botak....

Since small, En Raziq tak pernah potong rambut kat kedai. We have our own barber in the house.

Ye itu dia En Hubby a.k.a Barber of the House.

But last time, when en hubby busy so tak sempat nak potong rambut en Kasyfi, we decided to just got his hair cut in Wangsa Walk while me in the gym.

I put my trust on en hubby to go with him.

And guess what happened????????????

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En Raziq telah botak for the 1st time of his life.

When I first saw him with his new hair cut, I am DAMN speechless.

Mommy : What happened to your hair?????"

En Raziq sengeh sengeh.....

Mommy : Bee..... kenapa dia potong rambut Raziq macam ni.....???

En Hubby : Entah.... masuk je kedai terus duduk atas motor and dia terus potong....

Mommy : Apsal tak cakap ngan orang tu nak hairstyle macam mana....

En Hubby : U tak cakap pun!!!!!!!!

Apakah harus cik biskut lakukan ketika itu :

a. Menyepak / melempang diri sendiri

b. Terjun kolam kat Wangsa Walk tu

c. Tersengeh sengeh sambil dalam hati geram nak mampus.

(Sila jawab sendiri.....)

That's why En Raziq taknak potong rambut kat kedai lagi.

So last week, En hubby terpaksa jadi barber untuk kesekian kalinya.

Cik biskut dengan cik Rania tengok TV sambil gelak2 tengok En Raziq.


There goes my weekend........